Oh ya Allah..
I'm still recovering from the drama last month, and all of a sudden something came about..
And I thought I'm stronger now.. but haiz, I failed..
I cried buckets again..
Coz I thought this wound would had already recovered as it was months ago, but it came back. And knowing new things that somehow hurts, it's like a stab on the same wound again.
Ya Allah.. ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Awak, if you happen to read this, I'm afraid I can't forgive whatever that you have done.
Remember the accidents we've been through ages ago and another small one few years back. I've never blamed you for it. When I drive yours, we almost got hit, but alhamdulillah nothing happened, but the scolding I got, only God knows.. I'd never forgot that.
I am tired, mentally tired. Emotionally tired..
May Allah protect me always.. 🤲🤲
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The quote above best describes what happened with both relationships.. 😔😑