When the midnight chills came back

When the chills and anxiety suddenly came back, in middle of the night and you can't continue to sleep... haiz..

May Allah bless and protect me always..

And always love the song below...

Dirgahayu Singapura!

Selamat Hari Kebangsaan yang ke 61 buat Singapura!!!

Saya sertakan juga beberapa petikan gambar di atas, yang diambil semasa raptai Hari Kebangsaan kelmarin..

Dirgahayu Singapura!! 🎉

Stabbing on the same wound

Oh ya Allah..

I'm still recovering from the drama last month, and all of a sudden something came about..

And I thought I'm stronger now.. but haiz, I failed..

I cried buckets again..

Coz I thought this wound would had already recovered as it was months ago, but it came back. And knowing new things that somehow hurts, it's like a stab on the same wound again.

Ya Allah.. 😭😭

Awak, if you happen to read this, I'm afraid I can't forgive whatever that you have done. 

Remember the accidents we've been through ages ago and another small one few years back. I've never blamed you for it. When I drive yours, we almost got hit, but alhamdulillah nothing happened, but the scolding I got, only God knows.. I'd never forgot that.

I am tired, mentally tired. Emotionally tired..

May Allah protect me always.. 🤲🤲

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The quote above best describes what happened with both relationships.. 😔😑

Full moon tonight

While I'm on the way home earlier, manage to catch this lovely full moon tonight...

MasyaAllah, the beauty...

And it never fails to wow me all the time.. There's also meteor shower in the wee hours later.. not sure if i can wake up or able to capture a glimpse of it..😅😅

Different perspective?

I received a call from my bff this morning.. she asked if I'm with someone?

Told her nope and not dating anyone at the moment too.. I'm still healing..

She mentioned my posts might have convey a different perspective.. hmm..🤔

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Hopefully there's no confusion here, please do continue to pray for my wellbeing guys.. thank u ❤️

In need of my peace.. this year had been very tough for me.. ❤️‍🩹

May Allah bless and protect us always.. 🤲

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Simple gift

Thank u dear for this...

I really appreciate it.

May all be well for you always..

Till we meet again... mamak session soon ok?

Healing trip

And so he texted..

"When u coming back?"

Thank u for this.. 🥲

Thank u for fetching me at the airport too..

My solo healing trip was great and managed to have lots of self reflection too. Love the city as always, the tranquility never fails..

I didn't update about this trip on socmed, due to some privacy reason. 

Alhamdulillah I'm home now.. may all be well..

Without rain..

Love this quote..

Without rain 🌧️, there wouldn't be any rainbows... 🌈

May all is well... The journey is tough, but insyaAllah all will be good..

And I asked Allah...

I asked Allah...

Why is it always me?

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And I cried buckets of tears...

It was heavy and too painful...

I thought I can be stronger, but oh my, how weak am I.. 😭

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May the sharing below helps...

I know healing journey will take time... 

May I find the peace soon...🤲

Another procedure

Went for yet another procedure at the hospital earlier this morning.. it was a very painful one this time round.. 😢

Hopefully the pain will subside soon.

P.s. I'm not too sure if there are still anyone reading my sharing nowadays. If there are, thank you and hello 👋!