When the midnight chills came back

When the chills and anxiety suddenly came back, in middle of the night and you can't continue to sleep... haiz..

May Allah bless and protect me always..

And always love the song below...

Dirgahayu Singapura!

Selamat Hari Kebangsaan yang ke 61 buat Singapura!!!

Saya sertakan juga beberapa petikan gambar di atas, yang diambil semasa raptai Hari Kebangsaan kelmarin..

Dirgahayu Singapura!! 🎉

Stabbing on the same wound

Oh ya Allah..

I'm still recovering from the drama last month, and all of a sudden something came about..

And I thought I'm stronger now.. but haiz, I failed..

I cried buckets again..

Coz I thought this wound would had already recovered as it was months ago, but it came back. And knowing new things that somehow hurts, it's like a stab on the same wound again.

Ya Allah.. 😭😭

Awak, if you happen to read this, I'm afraid I can't forgive whatever that you have done. 

Remember the accidents we've been through ages ago and another small one few years back. I've never blamed you for it. When I drive yours, we almost got hit, but alhamdulillah nothing happened, but the scolding I got, only God knows.. I'd never forgot that.

I am tired, mentally tired. Emotionally tired..

May Allah protect me always.. 🤲🤲

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The quote above best describes what happened with both relationships.. 😔😑