Stabbing on the same wound

Oh ya Allah..

I'm still recovering from the drama last month, and all of a sudden something came about..

And I thought I'm stronger now.. but haiz, I failed..

I cried buckets again..

Coz I thought this wound would had already recovered as it was months ago, but it came back. And knowing new things that somehow hurts, it's like a stab on the same wound again.

Ya Allah.. 😭😭

Awak, if you happen to read this, I'm afraid I can't forgive whatever that you have done. 

Remember the accidents we've been through ages ago and another small one few years back. I've never blamed you for it. When I drive yours, we almost got hit, but alhamdulillah nothing happened, but the scolding I got, only God knows.. I'd never forgot that.

I am tired, mentally tired. Emotionally tired..

May Allah protect me always.. 🤲🤲

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The quote above best describes what happened with both relationships.. 😔😑

Different perspective?

I received a call from my bff this morning.. she asked if I'm with someone?

Told her nope and not dating anyone at the moment too.. I'm still healing..

She mentioned my posts might have convey a different perspective.. hmm..🤔

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Hopefully there's no confusion here, please do continue to pray for my wellbeing guys.. thank u ❤️

In need of my peace.. this year had been very tough for me.. ❤️‍🩹

May Allah bless and protect us always.. 🤲

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Healing trip

And so he texted..

"When u coming back?"

Thank u for this.. 🥲

Thank u for fetching me at the airport too..

My solo healing trip was great and managed to have lots of self reflection too. Love the city as always, the tranquility never fails..

I didn't update about this trip on socmed, due to some privacy reason. 

Alhamdulillah I'm home now.. may all be well..

Pabila kereta jadi tempat pulih

Pabila sibuk dengan segala pekerjaan dan kekusutan kota.. Allahu..

Terima kasih ya Allah.

Dapat juga aku menarik nafas lega, seminggu telah berlalu, alhamdulillah sistem baru berjalan lancar... 🤲

Kini tiba masanya untuk aku beristirehat, walaupun untuk seketika sahaja...

Dan terasa kesunyian di dalam kereta itu amat berharga buatku.. ❤️‍🩹

P.s. Salam Zulhijjah untuk semua.

Semoga segala urusan kita dipermudahkan..