girls talk

went out with hid, rhy n huda yesterday after our IT workshop @ markaz. we went to ECP to chill out while watching the sunset, but too bad the weather was a lil cloudy, didn't manage to catch the sunset.. but nevertheless, had a lot of fun yesterday! =)

we talk, eat, laugh and laugh and laugh... hahaha. had chips, peanuts, mee goreng / maggi goreng and some drinks. rhy and huda break their fast from Shaum Sunnat Asyura @ the beach as well.. i had a really good heart to heart talk with the gals.. here is where all of us bond with each other. i just luv them. we think alike, our guides are parallel and our families knew each other, even though we does not have any blood relation, we are more like a family. they are my sisters! Allah leads us to cross the path with each other. And I love it, thanks Allah, syukur Alhamdulillah.. :-)

pics will be uploaded by hid/rhy.. insyaAllah soon.. wait for the updates on my facebook.. till then.. good day everyone! fiza signing off~

impromptu kl trip

here are some pictures for your viewing pleasure, for more pics on the trip, just click on my facebook's photo album......... adiozzzzzzz (",)

me & brother, Ishaq (in the car)

me & my cousin, midah @ ayer keroh a&w

berarak mendung kelabu

mendung berlalu tanpa diduga,
membelah angkasa lautan dunia,
adakah ini tanda semuanya,
sinarkan pulang ke pangkuannya?

ku redhai akan ketentuanMu,
walau terkadang jalanku buntu,
ku yakini akan khudratMu,
hanya Engkau yang maha satu.



lautan mana yang tidak bergelora, bumi yang mana tidak ditimpa hujan......... ceh ceh ceh jiwanglah pulak! hahaha.. fiza fiza.. maka bermulalah kemerepekan aku.. ilham untuk berkarya secara tiba2 menjelma, tetapi tidak banyak yang dapat diperah.. namun tidak mengapa, diharapkan dua rangkap ini dapat dijadikan pedoman dan pengubat rindu kepada sesiapa yang sudi membacanya.. hehehe


sehingga kita ketemu lagi di lain kesempatan...

da~~ =))

a short weekend getaway

me and my family members will be away for a short weekend getaway!! yahoooo.. another chance to drive on a long journey.. i love it.. hehehe

we will be going for two wedding reception at johor bahru.. then will head to melaka or port dickson (or maybe kl hehe)... depends on the mood and flow.. will depart from home InsyaAllah at 9am later.. but i'm still online at this hour... hahaha! i can hear my mum screaming outside asking me and my brother to sleep..

goodbye everyone~ have a good and enjoyable weekend..


and to my dearest Mr. M, i miss you =D (padahal baru tadi jumpa.. hehehe)

updates~

it has been a week since i've last updated my blog, so here goes another long list ;)


i've done so much reflection nowadays... worried? yeah.. very! i'm still blurred with what's going on. i wouldn't want to move on without a proper route... i'm scared, yes i am! so please.... guide me thru..


for the pass few weeks, i feel like a part time counselor, had a gal-to-gal talk with two of my dear galfrens, gave them some advice hehehe... gonna share one of it here but i won't publish her real name.. coz i have to protect her privacy..
marie (not her real name), a close fren of mine, is still missing and loving him.. i can sense it from her face that she is still sad.. and disappointed. yup! her sisters even told me that she cried most of the time after her prayers.. i really hope things are gonna be better for her..
gal.. i understand the pain that u're going thru.. but nevertheless if it is fated that the two of you will be together, it will my dear. u have to be strong to face him and tell him the truth... remember? opportunity comes only once~
best of luck, galfren!


oh ya! i've just received my exams result, Alhamdulillah.. there's something to smile about :) but there's a lil thing that make me sad... but hey.. think on the bright side.. i'm happy with the results, and my GPA do increase this time round. Alhamdulillah, syukur atas kenikmatan yang diberiNya... =)

coretan disember

Di dalam kehidupan kita ini, sesebuah peluang itu selalunya hanya datang sekali sahaja.
Kadangkala cinta berada di depan mata, tetapi tidak dapat kita melihatnya.
Kadangkala cinta harus dicari hingga ke hujung dunia.
Kadangkala cinta memang tidak pernah wujud, tetapi si pasangan hanya mengikut rentak serta arus.
Di manakah potret cinta kita?

Perlukah kita mensia-siakan peluang yang sedia ada?
Mengapakah masih ramai yang menafikan perasaan mereka?
Adakah perasaan egois masih lagi membelenggu?

Aku sendiri tidak mengerti.... dan masih jua ingin memahami..
Keliru? Ya! Sudah pasti..

Apa guna bersama jika hanya untuk bersenda,
Apa guna kata-kata jika hanya di bibir saja,
Apa guna berazam jika tiada cita-cita.

Aku masih tidak mengerti..!!

Tolong terangiku dengan pancaran cahaya yang benar..
Aku takut akan kegelapan ini~

on leave

yeahh..!! i'm on leave for these 2 weeks, started off my leave (saturday) by hanging out at Marina Barrage with my dearest cousins.. he's unable to join us coz of some personal matter.. hehe its ok, i don't mind, dun need to feel guilty k.. i understand u.. we played the newly bought "Taboo Game", was very fun to the max!! love this game, started to love this game when i played with the persis gang on our trip at port dickson... and now i have this game on my own (shared the budget with fadBioL), anyone wanna Taboo????? =)

on sunday had a short asatizah meeting cum lunch retreat at fish & chicks (sembawang), had pasta... i luv pasta.. hahah the food there is very affordable, for a 7 pax lunch, it cost less than $100... and we had a heavy lunch i could say.. =)

on monday i went to persis again, suppose to help out with the qira'ah bengkel, but i'm too lazy to wake up in the morning so i texted fir saying that i cant make it in the morning hahahha.. went there in the noon, did some finance clean up.. next me, hidayah n huda went to the new library at northpoint... they were browsing for some malay novels... but me? i browsed comics! hehehe, then we went to our favorite place... your guess? the arcade!! haha.. played some games.. we had fun!! after that all of them headed home.. but i continue my journey to causeway point! met zaki (my cousin) for dinner at banquet... and i bought myself a new shoe! scholl brand, been eyeing on that shoe for quite some time... and walaaaa, we then headed home around 9pm, went home quite early coz we wanna watch the new episode of "Projek Cerpen".

on tuesday, i went out with nurul (another cousin of mine, paternal cousin) n her sister. we watched the 2012 movie. quite late i know.. haha.. but thats the only movie that all of us can watch at that moment, most of the movie are either nc16 or m18... the movie was ok, lots of action.. but the ending was quite boring, they say there are boarding on a space ship, but why aren't the ship going to the space and meet with the alien instead? hehehe... after that we had a late lunch, then both of them went off, i continue my journey around causeway point again! haha, and this time round... i bought myself a new dvd player!! yeeeehhhaaa!!

and now while typing, i'm having a movie marathon with my new dvd player... i love my new room!!! up next will get a new battery for my microphone, then i can karaoke at my own room with the blast speakers..... wooohoooo!! =)

enjoying my holidays......... more activities coming right up, bz bz bz... yeah!

missing him... hope he's doing well, take care my dear fren, don't be stress with your road tax k... cheers

alasanmu - exists

Ikhlasnya hati
Sering kali di salah erti
Tulusnya budi
Tidak pernah engkau hargai
Berlalu pergi
Dengan kelukaan ini
Ku mengalah
Ku bersabar

Chorus:
Bertentang Mata
Seolah-olah tiada apa
Berpaling muka
Ada saja yang tidak kena
Mencari sebab serta
Alasan yang kukuh
Supaya tercapai hajatmu

Part A:
Manis di bibir
Memutar kata
Malah kau tuduh
Aku lah segala penyebabnya
Siapa terlena
Pastinya terpukau pujukmu rayumu suaramu
Yang menagih simpati dan harapan

Part B:
Engkau pastinya tersenyum
Dengan pengunduran diri ku
Tetapi pada ku pila
Suatu Ketenangan
Andainya kita terus bersama
Belum tentu
Kita bahagi selagi tidak kau
Ubah cara hidupmu

Ada rahmatnya
Bila tidak lagi bersama
Terasa jauh diriku ini
Dengan dosa
Ku tinggalkan mu
Walau tanpa kerelaan
Yang nyata kau tidak berubah

*Repeat Chorus, Part A, Part B

Katalah apa yang kau ingin
Selagi kau dapat berkata
Memang begitu sikapmu
Semenjak dahulu
Andainya kita terus bersama
Belum tentu kita bahagia
Selagi tidak kau ubah
Cara hidupmu

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lagu ini mempunyai sejarah dalam hidupku... teringat akan pengalaman lalu bersama si dia, sedih terkenang kenangan "bodoh" ni... namun dek kerana pengalaman pahit yang lalu, ia banyak mendewasakan kita... Alhamdulillah, I've managed to move on... insyaAllah, jika diberi kesempatan dan jika ianya telah ditakdirkan, tidak akan ku persia-siakan peluang yang diberi buat kali ini.

had a great time hang out with him last friday nite. went for late nite supper, i did not eat anything coz was too full at that point of time, i just accompany him for supper bcoz his family was away and no one cook for him... pity him, *so sweet of him to feed me his bee hoon* hehehe, then he drove around... frm east to west then back to east =) *jalan2, buang minyak hehe.. al-maklum minyak tgh penuh haha

more updates next time.. da~