She believed she could

But she was tired...

She rested....

And the world goes on...

When the midnight chills came back

When the chills and anxiety suddenly came back, in middle of the night and you can't continue to sleep... haiz..

May Allah bless and protect me always..

And always love the song below...

Different perspective?

I received a call from my bff this morning.. she asked if I'm with someone?

Told her nope and not dating anyone at the moment too.. I'm still healing..

She mentioned my posts might have convey a different perspective.. hmm..🤔

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Hopefully there's no confusion here, please do continue to pray for my wellbeing guys.. thank u ❤️

In need of my peace.. this year had been very tough for me.. ❤️‍🩹

May Allah bless and protect us always.. 🤲

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And I asked Allah...

I asked Allah...

Why is it always me?

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And I cried buckets of tears...

It was heavy and too painful...

I thought I can be stronger, but oh my, how weak am I.. 😭

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May the sharing below helps...

I know healing journey will take time... 

May I find the peace soon...🤲

Another procedure

Went for yet another procedure at the hospital earlier this morning.. it was a very painful one this time round.. 😢

Hopefully the pain will subside soon.

P.s. I'm not too sure if there are still anyone reading my sharing nowadays. If there are, thank you and hello 👋!

E.A.T

Salam Jumaat di hari Asyura.. hujan membasahi bumi di pagi hari ini...

Semoga dipermudahkan urusan kita bersama...🤲 🥰

Sedang mencuba

Usia ku telah pun melebihi 40, tetapi banyak yang aku pelajari dari petikan di atas. Aku mengambilnya dari Facebook. Aku sedang mencuba untuk menjadi seorang wanita yang lebih baik... Kelihatan senang, tetapi sukar sebenarnya..

Pernah sekali, si dia menegur kerna baju yang aku pakai agak singkat 🥲. Aku sedang mencuba, dan akan terus mencuba... Semoga aku terus istiqamah, insyaAllah.. 🤲

Do'a kan saya ya? 🙏🙏

Secretly in love with the rain too

Alhamdulillah for the cold weather today.

Secretly in love with the rain, cause it somehow soothe me, and cleanse the world. Thank you, ya Allah..

Home cooked meal

It has been awhile since I've cooked rice meal at home.

With ramadhan period and syawal visiting, been cooking other non-rice meals or just had rice outside. 

Thank you to Ilah for the botok-botok and Mimie for the tahu bagedil. On the side, I cooked some beef black pepper too.

Alhamdulillah for all the rezeki.. jemput 🫰

I hate to post this but..

I hated so much to post something like this.. but, it just keeps me going...

Life goes on... 🤐

Sad? nah, Angry? maybe..

Something happened yesterday.

All my instinct had been answered.

I knew something wasn't right ever since, but sometimes you are just in denial. But alhamdulillah, it was shown right in front of my eyes. Maybe it was the do'a that I have prayed for.

For now, I'll continue to do'a for more patience and hopefully with nearing to ramadhan, I'll find the happiness that I've longed for, amin, insyaAllah. 🤲🤲

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah..

Alhamdulillah..

Alhamdulillah..

❤️❤️

Barakahallu fik for my brother and his wife!!! Bless journey ahead insyaAllah.

Both of you guys had work so hard throughout, remember this is just a start..

And insyaAllah till jannah.. 🤲🤲

Sometimes.. the feeling just come

I can't remember where I got this from.

But this hit me hard... May Allah ease my journey always..

This photo kinda sums up my 2025

When things fall, even if it broken.

As long as it can still function, let's do it.. 💪

Hello, December!

It has been a very busy year. 

What lies ahead, is still full of question marks, but what I always believe is, hope.

Hopefully, those do'as that I am hopeful for, come through soon.. amin.. 🤲🤲

May Allah ease my journey always..

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Earlier today, spent sometime with my parents and brother. He shared some updates too, may Allah ease his journey too.. 🤲🤲

Sadness

These few days, I am not sure why tears flow like nobody business.. 🫢

And just last night, I cried in my sleep.. 😭😭

Hopefully, it's just a phase.. maybe all the strength of holding my tears need to be let go.. keep thinking of those who had left us. Thinking about grievances, it just strikes me. May all is well for them.

Tears flowed while I was driving earlier too.. haiz.. 

One of my favourite ayat from Al-Qur'an.. may Allah ease our journey always.. 💚💚

Rindu yang teramat

Tatkala aku bangun pagi ini..

Terdetik rasa rindu yang amat sangat..

Mungkin juga cuaca, mungkin juga jarang diucapkan, mungkin sudah hampir sepurnama lamanya..

Rindu yang tak terkata.... 🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭

Lift selfie

I love taking selfie especially at my workplace's lift cause of it's mirror effect.

And of course, it is a must when I dress up for work 🤭🤭

It's been awhile since I wore skirt, here it goes.. 🫣😆

The blouse was given by a friend of mine. Thank u dearie.. 🙏

Allah will test you

Looking at the above, sometimes make me wonder.. why do my prayers always not answered? Is it because I don't deserve it or it's just His test.. Allahuakbar.. 😭

I know life is hard, no matter what, insyaAllah we will persevere. Let's take care of our iman and continue with the prayers.. 🤲

We'll never know, one of these days, the prayers might be magically answered. Amin..

Allahu Mustaan..

And July is ending soon, time is flying by too fast.. 🥴

Till then, have a lovely evening everyone..

Rooftop view at Novena

I went for a small celebration last Thursday... This view was new to me.

Usually, I'll only capture rooftop view around town or other city area, but this time it was at Novena, not bad, it reminds me of KL view too..

You can also see the never ending busy Singapore road, and heavy traffic as always, haha.. 😅