What's up with the heavy heart?

Lots of things happen one after another during our trip earlier... haiz..

Tired, traumatised, how we all wished it never happened.. but it is all fated.. subhanallah.. luckily everyone were safe and back to our home country in one piece.

Fever visit again

Nowadays, keeps on getting sick so easily.. maybe the low immune attacks again.. having fever again tonight, felt the symptoms since past 2 days, tonight all out.. subhanallah. Hopefully can recover asap, insyaAllah.

On another note, congrats to all psle students for your success.. Congrats to Abdul Rahman and Syakirah too!!

Few days ago received a news about my neighbour passed on, it was very shocking and sad news. Abah and mak just happen to see him and family the day before his passing. Life is indeed very short, he's too young, hopefully, kak ina and family able to cope on.. InsyaAllah.  Stay strong.

Sleepover party

The yearly event is backkk..

This time round their theme is sleepover party... can't wait! Excited much hehe...

Maaf, kadangkala saya pun terlupa

Sekadar renungan dan perkongsian...

Saya manusia biasa yang kadangkala pun terlupa...

Let's keep the smile rolling in, bismillah

Bismillah....

Let's keep the smile rolling in always, insyaAllah...
☺😊😊😀😁😄

Off to a wedding on a wet Sunday..
Happy weekend everyone!

Priority is the keyword

Priority is the keyword.
The lists mentioned on our "wanted list" are the most important ones. The rest listed above it are good to have but optional.

Wonder why am I the one who have to make plans and make it happen most of the time. Is it that hard for him to ask me out instead?

I knew that we are all occupied with hactic work schedule, I'm not asking for too much, just a pinch of his time during his off days.. is it that hard for him too?

Dear reader,
I'm so sorry for rambling my feelings here tonight... hopefully to have more positive sharing instead soon. InsyaAllah

H.H. sign off.
Nov15

Coretan puisi bulan November

Awan itu.
Berkepul-kepul bentuknya,
Apakah benar yang dinilai mata kita?

Sukar.
Permainan mata menusuk di minda.
Mengapa terjadi sekian rupa?

Satu hari.
Pabila dipejam mata selamanya,
Adakah lagi yang akan mengenang?

Hakikat.
Selagi bisa keringat diperlunya.
Usah dilupakan agar tidak kecewa.

Terbang.
Bagai sang helang tuju awan jua.
Ke mana agaknya hala manusia?

- H.H., Nov15
hafiza85.blogspot.com
[Kata madah puisi pujangga]

A mysterious call

And just a while ago I received a mysterious call from a Malay lady asking who am I. The number was unfamiliar, but seems fishy... and of course I did not answer who am I. I guess after feeling 'paiseh', she tried to come up with any name then I answered no, she then hang up the phone. Anyone trying to play prank here or......?

November is here

Clock is moving too fast, beginning tomorrow only 2 digits left. The real countdown begins...

Stress? Of course yes, but still at relaxing phase. Don't ask why.

It feels good to lose weight

And feels much more better if people around you notice it...
Alhamdulillah,  not only him but my colleagues too. All the crash diet,  worth..  although only by abit. 😃

Way to go. InsyaAllah...

Let's start the momentum again

It's been awhile since I've fasted... let's try this momentum again.. hopefully will last for the day... bismillah..

My sony decided to..

Yesterday, the xperia decided to die on me. It started to call, type (sms / whatsapp) on it's own, and when I login to Facebook, it can click like on its own. Not forgetting,  able to click on the link on its own too. Haiz... why must you misbehave!

I just need a few more months with you..
Oh my darling, why oh why...?

Congratulations zulaikha and yana

A joyful event for the weekend... From both 2 pak itams..  1 from yishun, another from tampines. First and foremost congratulations to dearest Zulaikha and Juraimi, for your engagement!! Secondly, congratulations to Yana and Izwan for your marriage. May both of you and your partners stay with each other till jannah. Amin!! Barakkallahufik!!

Farewell, dearest Dorothy

It has been a great journey throughout the 3 years knowing you.. From the interview session till office 'neighbour'. Thanks for the fruitful friendship my dear.. Hope to keep in touch and see you soon!!

Cream corn custard

Was craving for this and manage to cook it few days back.. And yeah craving satisfied!  Got the exact temperature and texture as what I've like, and with lesser sugar.. Alhamdulillah.

Trying my very best to cut down on food intake, insyaAllah, for the best..

Pedas pedas sahaja

Kebelakangan ini tekak ku rasa ingin makan yang pedas-pedas sahaja. Hingga kan pedas itu menusuk masuk ke dalam tekak. Hehe.. Cari pasal agaknya... 😉

Acceptance = penerimaan

Kadangkala dalam perbincangan, kita mungkin terlepas kata-kata ataupun terlepas pandang.. Mungkin ramai tidak tahu diri kita sebenarnya.. Banyak kelemahan dalam diri ini. Ada kalanya tidak ramai boleh menerima diri kita. Acceptance atau penerimaan secara sepenuhnya dari seseorang itu, tidak mudah. Tiada siapa dapat terima kita sepenuhnya selain dari diri kita sendiri.

Dalam hidup ini terlalu banyak berkemungkinan... Aku takut.. Sangat takut..

Gifts for you

Gifts... Are items which we bought specially for people. If it is meant to be for you, please have some respect by not giving it to someone else instead. We'll never know how much effort have the person who bought you the gifts put in to get them for you. Some simple aspects of human nature...

Good morning, everyone. Have a lovely Monday.

Don't let it replaces you...

Of all times, usually we will get fed up when people around us keeps on using phone when we are having conversation. Sometimes will make us feel as if we aren't important. Just a simple question to ponder, are you guys having million dollars transactions that make you have to reply or answer it urgently? Or maybe, is it a life and death issue? Oh well... Come on people.. Respect is the key...

It goes not only to family, but to everyone.

Alhamdulillah, welcome to the world, Nur Na'im

Syukur Alhamdulillah..

Tahniah to both dee and man...!!

Congratulations to your bundle of joy..!!

Alhamdulillah, coming to September end

It has been 7 days since I've deactivated my account.. Alhamdulillah, felt much relief than ever. Someone ever told me before, in order to get connected, you will have to disconnect first. To those who still tries to figure out trying to login to my account, I'm really so sorry for you. Come on, no secrets in it.. Can you please stop doing it? Haiz.. I will be back insyaAllah soon.. Missing it very much indeed. But nevertheless, having disconnected from it, really gives me more time to focus at work and of course to the Almighty. I will still continue to blog, as much as possible, whenever I am available.

And to my love...
Maybe some of my post lately have been very negative, I'm not sure if you are reading this.. But it seems to make you feel guilty till it brings into your dream. Please don't feel bad, I know you've been working hard. Sometimes I just feel that you do not have time for me. Thank you for spending your free time for the past few days together, I really do appreciate it.

Sometimes, I'm afraid...

This happens alot of time.. But I really wonder why.. Maybe it's a sign from Him.. To remember and back to the right path.. "siratol mustaqim"? Wallahu'alam.. I don't even know the answer.

At this very moment, people will be very excited planning for the day. But me? Yeah.. Just sit back and relax I guess. The more I questioned, the more tensed it will be. Best to keep it mellow, ya... Hopefully it goes well, insyaAllah. Do pray for us.

Anyway.. Just a thought to ponder.. While taking the bus on the way back earlier..
All these while, have you ever wonder what it feels like being unwanted? Sometimes I really wonder why do people take their own lives so easily... Subhanallah.. May Allah protect us.

Out and about during the hazy weekend

Family, friends and food..
Basically that sums up our weekend...

Till then.. adios..

Hopefully the haze gets better soon.. I'm starting to feel the whizzing sound.. hopefully no asthma please. InsyaAllah.

Tentang apa?

Baru-baru ini banyak perubahan di sekitar tempat bertugas, kerana bagi mereka kita kurang 'bekerja'. Bagi semua nombor memainkan peranan yang amat besar.. Kuantitas lebih dipertikaikan dari kualitas. Tiada guna berada di atas dalam kualitas kerana tiada yang akan memandang kita. Inilah lumrah dunia.. Kadangkala rasa sahaja ingin mengundur, tapi apakan daya, masih memerlukan sangat. Mungkin suatu hari selepas perkara yang harus diselesaikan tamat.. Hanya mereka sahaja yang dapat dinaikkan, yang lain.. Siapalah kita.. Berserah sahajalah. Ada rezeki, insyaAllah. Dalam keadaan yang tidak berapa menentu, mungkin membuat aku lebih banyak memarahi dan bising terhadap orang lain.. Saat ini hanya mak sahaja yang bisa memahami. Semoga hati ini terus tabah...

Mohon maaf jika terkasar, terpaksa.. Atau ter- yang lain.. Berikut adalah lagu yang menemaniku saat ini...

Tentang rasa - Astrid

Aku tersesat,
Menuju hatimu,
Beri aku jalan yang indah,
Izinkan ku lepas penatku,
‘tuk sejenak lelap di bahumu...

Politik zaman sekarang

Zaman sekarang..
Siapa yang gagah masuk gelanggang.
Gagah - apa definasi kau orang?
Gagah sekadar tunjuk belang,
bukannya susah, sangat senang.
Masuk jarum sedikit, boleh menang,
menang hal dunia, biarkan dia orang.
Kita lihat dan pandang-pandang,
jangan melatah atau tunjuk berang.

-- H.H., September 2015

Got my sushi craving fixed

Alhamdulillah!  Craving satisfied.. And no I did not eat this alone.. We shared!! 😜

Sushi oh sushi... Why do you cost a boomed..??!

SG50 weekend @ Changi Beach

Just came back from a relaxing break by the beach with my family..

The breeze was calming, thanks to the great weather, alhamdulillah...

And... To Mr. Fiance, I know you'll be reading this..  Please take good care of yourself and do not overworked.. Kan da sick... Please rest more okies..

Hello August!

It has been a fruitful journey thus far... lots and lots of things discovered and more needs to be learn...
Sometimes I just feel like sitting down and cry, but at another moment I can just laugh... laugh my hearts out. Yes, that's me, yours truthfully. It's difficult for me to hide my feelings.. sorry if I were to hurt anyone in anyway. I am still trying my very best....

Also a long journey awaiting for me today, hopefully it's gonna be a good one... InsyaAllah...

On another note, congrats to one of my elder cousin, abang... may this journey last till Jannah....!!

Secara tiba-tiba aku mengingatimu...

Secara tiba-tiba aku mengingatimu
Di kamar sepi malam syahdu
Inikah katanya rindu
Sengsara tiada terhingga
Setelah perpisahan pun berlalu

Terdengar lagu cinta membawa kesayuan
Membangkitkan hasrat yang terluka
Lalu aku terdiam pada lena yang panjang
Terurailah rahsia yang terpendam

Bertahun dalam derita
Tanpamu aku melara
Berbekalkan saat mimpiku di perjalanan ini
Pemergian diri mu putuslah cinta yang lama
Menghentam diri ku dalam memori

Malam kian memaksa lagu menghanyut pilu
Wajah-wajah duka pun hilang
Jika tersua lagi mungkin aku menangis
Menahan getaran hati yang musnah

Lirik lagu memori duka...  Dinyanyikan oleh kumpulan Sons of Adam...

Sebagai kenangan...

Eid fitri 1436H

Alhamdulillah, hari yang mulia yang di nantikan telah tiba, hari kemenangan yang menyatukan keluarga, teman-teman dan sanak-saudara. Sedikit gambaran di sekitar perjalanan kami sepanjang hujung minggu lalu.. Sempat juga aku menyiapkan kek pada malam raya, almaklum aku tidak berkesempatan untuk membuat kuih-muih raya tahun ini kerna terlalu sibuk...

Berkunjungan sudah menjadi tradisi yang ku harapkan tidak akan pupus sepanjang zaman... Walaupun shaum (puasa) sepanjang bulan sedikit sebanyak dapat mengurangkan makan ku, rezeki yang diterima sewaktu kunjungan tiga hari ini seakan telah menggantikannya semula... Hehehe, terima kasih semua kerna bersusah payah menyediakan juadah untuk kami... Jazakallah khair...

Bagi yang belum sempat bertemu, insyaAllah akan berkesempatan jua.. Syawal kan sebulan? 😉

Salam sayang buat semua pembaca..
Tidak lupa iringan do'a Taqaballahu minna wa minkum. Semoga Allah menerima amal ibadah yang kita lakukan...
Mohon maaf zahir batin jika ada yang tersinggung atas kata-kata ku di arena blogging ini.. Terima kasih kerana tidak jemu membacanya.. Jika ada yang sudi membaca, insyaAllah saya akan terus menulis...

Solat eid fitri 1436H di padang @ Yishun

بِسْمِ للَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Persatuan Islam (Singapura) akan mengadakan Solat Eidul Fitri pada hari Jumaat ini, 01 Syawal 1436H.

Tarikh: 17 Julai 2015
Waktu: 8.30 pagi
Tempat: Lelapang berhadapan MRT Khatib, berhadapan Blk 846 Yishun Ave 6 
Imam & Khatib: Ustaz Kamarudin Ahmad Mustaffa

Dengan segala hormatnya kami mengundang sekalian kaum muslimin dan muslimat hadir beramai-ramai menunaikan Solat Ied Fitri bertempat seperti dinyatakan di atas.

Tempat wanita mendirikan solat dan wanita yang dalam keadaan uzur untuk mendengar khutbah disediakan berasingan.

(Kemudahan tempat meletak kereta yang berdekatan : di blk 624 & 848A Yishun)

Kami mengambil kesempatan ini mengucapkan Salam Eidul Fitri serta iringan do'a...
تَـقَبَّلَ للهُ مِنَا وَ مِنـْكُمْ
Semoga Allah menerima amal ibadah yang kita lakukan.

P.S. Sila share dan sebarkan kepada keluarga, teman-teman dan sanak-saudara anda...

Approaching the last lap

Time goes by.. Upon reflection, what have we done in this holy month of ramadhan? Sometimes we are too busy preparing for eid till we forgotten the 'nikmah' of the last lap of ramadhan... Subhanallah.. May Allah protect us always...

Alhamdulillah, too much blessings coming in this holy month.. Managed to gather for iftar with dearest family, his families and of course my lovely girlfriends at work.. Managed to complete some terawih session too.. Some of the days too occupied with tutoring, either my student or dearest hanisah.. On another note, I felt so complete when all of my four pillars of strength (Mak, Abah & 2 brothers), together with him gathered for iftar and terawih at home last week... Alhamdulillah..!! May Allah grant us at ease to complete our last phase of ramadhan... Feel sad to leave this holy month, wondering if there are still chances for us next year... 😢😢

UniSIM Graduate Programmes

SIM University send me an invitation yesterday... Shall I? Hehehe

So tempted to... But.. This too shall pass.. 😀

Ramadhan Mubarak 1436H

Alhamdulillah, waktu yang di nanti akan tiba... saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini mengucapkan selamat menjalani ibadah shaum (puasa) sebagaimana tercatit dalam Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 184...

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا كُتِبَ عَلَيْكُمُ الصِّيَامُ كَمَا كُتِبَ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِكُمْ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَتَّقُونَ

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Kamu diwajibkan bershaum (puasa) sebagaimana diwajibkan atas orang-orang yang dahulu daripada kamu, supaya kamu bertaqwa.

Kepada sekalian keluarga, kenalan yang dekat mahupun jauh.. semoga dipermudahkan segala amalan di bulan yang mulia ini, ayuh sama-sama kita mengejar ganjaran yang dapat diraih...

Saya akhiri nota ini dengan iringan maaf zahir batin jika tidak berkesempatan memohon ampun sepanjang kita bersua... semoga bertemu sewaktu iftar / eid nanti... InsyaAllah.

~ Hafiza Hussin, 
Jun 2015.

Tampal 'koyok'

Kesian baby I... Kalau sakit, kita tampal koyok boleh?  Hehehe.. Buat sementara waktu, ini sahaja yang boleh dibuat.. Inilah akibat dilanggar lari, siapa kita nak claim? Kita berserah sahaja...

Alhamdulillah for all His blessing

Alhamdulillah, syukur for all His blessing... Nothing much can be done for all the rezeki, blessings and all the good things that happened. Indeed for every difficult journey that we've been through in life, there will be a relief, He will not place us in a place where we are not capable of. InsyaAllah journey to jannah and thereafter.... Amin...

Jika kau tanya pada rembulan

Jika kau tanya pada rembulan,
Mengapa cahaya berseri-seri,
Nanti jawabnya kepadamu,
Kerna dikau cinta padaku...

Weeeeee~~~

Dan pabila hati ini, berdegap-degup... 😍😝

Si lancang kuning

Si lancang kuning, bila dihitung kembali, maksud lagu tersebut, baru dapat mengerti apa yang ingin disampaikan. Lancang kuning, seperti yang ada di gambar bukanlah membawa maksud lancang yang sebaliknya.. Lancang yang itu bermaksud yang kurang enak, atau bersifat negatif, contoh, "lancang sungguh mulut kamu.."

Nah..  Jika si lancang kuning ini berlayar malam, ke mana haluan hendak ia tuju... Ianya terpulang pada nakhoda kapal tersebut.

Hidup ini sebenarnya ialah sebuah pelayaran. Kita perlukan nakhoda untuk mengemudi pelayaran itu. Siapa nakhoda kita? Terpulang pada individu... Tidak semua punyai nakhoda yang sama. Kita sebagai anak kapal, harus memainkan peranan atau tanggungjawab yang diberikan. 

Nah.. Barulah dapat dilayarkan kapal itu dengan elok... Namun usah kita lupa, lautan itu ada gelora dan pasang surutnya. Seperti hidup juga, banyak pancaroba yang akan kita tempuhi. Semoga apa sahaja rintangan dapat diatasi dengan baiknya. InsyaAllah. 

Semoga bertemu di lain kesempatan. 
Salam sayang, 
H.H., April 2015

Coffee for 2

Time to relax, chill and take the time off... With my all time favourite, caramel macchiato...

In and out

It's no fun to be in and out of the bathroom more than 5 times a night... Arghhh down with diarrhea!!! 😷

Coming to the end of April

Today mark's the 23rd of April, time flies again and it is almost reaching half of the year... Ramadhan visiting us soon, insyaAllah..

Lot's of events and activities coming up soon too, pretty excited with all the butterflies in my stomach, so this is how it feels like... Hehe.., thank you dearest Mr H.H. 💞

On another note, also heard of some sad news for next month, the month that most of us have been waiting for... Disappointed much, but let's just wait for the final verdict, if it's meant to be ours, it will be..

In life, we'll have to strike a balance between good and bad.. Whatever happens in it are just part of the planning by Him, the almighty...

Ketandusan ilham

Dalam diri seseorang itu acap kalinya ilham sentiasa datang tiba-tiba. Disebabkan itulah ramai penulis, pengubah dan sebagainya sering capai pena atau telefon bimbit lalu rakamkan segala yang tiba... bukan mudah tugasnya. Seperti aku juga, yang tatkala ini seakan ketandusan ilham, mungkin kurang berfikir atau mungkin juga tidak mahu berfikir.. namun alhamdulillah,  kadangkala sesuatu yang kecil tercetus di minda masih lagi aku akan merakamkannya dengan pantas. Kadangkala akan ku biarkan sahaja ilham itu ditelan di minda atau kata-kata. Kerna ilham itu jarang datang buat kali kedua. Aku juga suka berbual dengan teman atau sanak-saudara,  melalui perbualan atau pengalaman banyak juga yang dapat diraih, bukan istilah 'kepo', tetapi prihatin akan keadaan sekeliling... Wallahualam.

Di sini aku juga mengambil kesempatan mengucapkan takziah kepada keluarga Allahyarham Cikgu Naim Daipi, walaupun tidak mengenalinya secara peribadi, aku ada mengikuti perkembangannya. Dan sentiasa terpegun dengan kata-katanya, innalillahi wa innalillahi rojiun.

Sehingga di lain kesempatan, salam sayang buat semua.. semoga menjalani hari-hari mendatang dengan lebih tenang, insyaAllah.

Beautiful view at changi beach

Alhamdulillah, another beautiful day and great weather... Time well spent with my wonderful ladies...

Family retreat at Kuala Lumpur

Alhamdulillah, a short yet meaningful trip with my parents and my brother...

The following are the photos taken directly from our apartment... A breathtaking scenery...

See you all back soon, insyaAllah..

Manusia cemburu akan masa

Manusia cemburu akan masa.
Namun masa juga yang kita kejar.
Masa tidak mengenal erti usia.
Masa tidak menunggu saat gembira duka.
Masa tidak akan diputar semula.
Masa tidak menunggu manusia.
Semua manusia pasti ada masa.
Terpulang pada kita untuk menilainya.

- H.H., Mac 2015

Another 5km, alhamdulillah

Today, I walked 5.01 km using the WalkMate application on my Xperia™ device..

Photo: For sharing purpose only, took this shot somewhere near my neighbourhood while walking earlier...

In need of some..

Lately have been feeling down... Not too sure what and why... Upon reflecting, I guess I'm in need of spiritual development and support... My iman, need to go back on track. I'm scared of myself... Arghhh.. Subhanallah... Why am I behaving like a small kid... 😣

Alhamdulillah completed more than 5km today

Today, I walked 5.10 km using the WalkMate application on my Xperia™ device.

I dreamt of...

I dreamt of something / someone that i don't want to think about... arghhh... why do you have to come in my dream again... please oh please... go away... 😕

Masa tidak menunggu manusia

Masa berlalu terlalu pantas.. Pejam celik sudah masuk bulan mac.. Banyak perubahan dan peningkatan alhamdulillah.. Beberapa bulan yang lalu ramai yang selamat melahirkan cahaya mata.. Alhamdulillah juga, tahniah kepada semua nya..

Oh ya...  Ramai yang menyangka aku sudah bertunang... Belum lagi lah, mungkin ramai yang terkeliru dengan gambar yang dipetik / dimuat-naik sewaktu majlis Diyana tempoh hari... Walau bagaimanapun, terima kasih atas do'anya.. InsyaAllah suatu hari nanti ye...

Tetapi teringat juga akan sebuah kata-kata, rahsia kan pertunangan, dan hebohkan pernikahan...  InsyaAllah akan datang... 😉 Jodoh pertemuan, ajal maut, rezeki milikNya...

P.S. Salam takziah buat keluarga Allahyarham Haron Salim Bachik. Innalillahi wa Innalillahi Rojiun..

Thank you for the gift

Alhamdulillah, thank you so much for your wonderful gift... Learnt alot from the knowledge in it... Hopefully everything goes smoothly... InsyaAllah.. 😉

Selalu berkhayal

Tahun berganti bulan...
Alhamdulillah masuk sudah tahun yang baru, bulan yang baru... cepat sungguh masa berlalu...

Kebelakangan ini aku banyak kali berkhayal... aneh dan kadangkala takut rasanya... bukan tidak biasa berlaku,  dahulu pun khayal juga, tetapi menyeramkan... tak bagus jika selalu sangat berkhayal.. Mungkin terlalu banyak berfikir, mungkin juga banyak yang dalam perancangan...

Ramai yang menasihatiku agar jangan terlalu banyak berkhayal... haiz.. mcmane yer???