puisi syahdu

tatkala senja malam meliputi siang,
ku dambakan kasih dirimu sayang..

saat ketika kita bersama,
indah,
tiada lagi hambar..

ku yakin akan suatu hari tiba,
jika itu takdirNya,
jika itu suratanNya,
pasti ia kan menjelma jua..

sayang,
kan ku abadikan setiap kata manismu,
kan ku simpan segala kenangan bersamamu,
itulah janji diriku padamu..

setiap langkah coretan dunia,
akan ku selitkan warna dirimu,
setiap kata ungkapan jiwa,
akan ku madahkan puisi dirimu..

penantian akan kehadiranmu,
masih lagi ku impikan,
di sujudku mohon kepadaNya,
agar terbuka pintu hatimu..


P.S.: this is totally random.............. jgn salah faham k.... ilham untuk berkarya terputik semula, puisi ini khas untuk sesiapa sahaja yang sudi membacanya~
selamat membaca!

apa akan kamu buat?

dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah sebentar tadi... aku terlihat seorang lelaki dan seorang perempuan sedang bercumbuan... di sebelah rumahku!! ya Allah!! apa nak jadi...!! aku baru keluar dari lif menuju ke rumah, tiba-tiba terlihat pasangan itu... terkejut aku dibuatnya! ku sangkakan apa... rupa-rupanya mereka sedang berseronok... aku hanya terus berjalan menuju ke rumah, sampai sahaja di hadapan rumah, aku sengaja memberi salam dengan kuatnya.. kebetulan ibu dan adikku tidak mendengar ketibaanku, lalu aku terus mengeraskan suara salamku sekali lagi.. kemudian, si lelaki itu terus menuju ke lif dan memandang ke arahku.. hmmm rasa bersalah ye bang... si lelaki itu memakai pakaian seragam salah sebuah restoran makanan ringan.. tidak ku sangka perkara-perkara seperti ini masih lagi berlaku.. yang amat memalukan mereka itu pasangan MELAYU..!!

jika kamu berada di tempat aku sebentar tadi, apa yang akan kamu lakukan? fikirkanlah, wahai teman....

personal

i've been writing for my personal collection recently, been keeping it for myself... coz its a lil too personal.. when we want to keep a collection of series for us to remember, we will always note it down somewhere... and keep it for ourselves, thats what i'm currently doing.. no worries, i'll still be updating my blog post here.. when i have the extra time, i will look thru my personal collection and update it here.. =)

till then.. have a good nite everyone..

and to you... i'm sorry that i can't please you..

suara dengarkanlah aku

Hijau Daun - Suara Ku Berharap



Ikuti terus lagu ini dan menghayati liriknya... silakannnn =)


di sini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
aku tanpamu, masih tanpamu

bila esok hari datang lagi
ku coba hadapi semua ini
meski tanpamu oooh meski tanpamu

bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan

chorus:
suara dengarkanlah aku
apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

suara dengarkanlah aku
apakah aku slalu dihatinya
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

kalau ku masih tetap disini
ku lewati semua yang terjadi
aku menunggumu, aku menunggu

chorus 2:
suara dengarkanlah aku
apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

suara dengarkanlah aku
apakah aku ada dihatinya
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

repeat chorus

suara dengarkanlah aku

i'm leaving

i'm leaving compassvale primary officially on the 21st January.. i'm having mixed emotions now, happy, excited, sad.. all at the same time..

its always good to move on but leaving good memories behind do make us turn and look back, and start to ask, "why do we have to go?" i'm leaving for good guys, its not that i'm unhappy with my current position, its just some minor little problem called the benefits making me reluctant to stay, that is why i have to move on..

where am i going now? oh well hehehe (his current favourite quote), will leave that to myself and my close ones for the moment.. if u wanna know, ask.. =))

my insomnia is back

i'm still awake at this hour.... haiz~ later at work i will feel very sleepy and tired.. what to do, i just cant get myself to sleep, had taken an hour nap earlier.. dooze off after watching My First Class 2.

school at cvps started last monday.. a new experience for me. i get to see kiasu parents hahaha, i wont blame them for what they did, if it were to happen to me one day, i think i will be more kiasu than them haha! parents crowding the school gate, the canteen... waiting to catch their child's first primary school experience... cool huh? ;) some even brought their dslr camera along.. woohoo

my IT lessons has not started yet for this year, i will start off with the P1 & P4 first, as per planned.. maybe will start it by 2nd or 3rd week of the semester, giving ample time for the form teachers to settle their classes first. i'm leaving the school end of this month, very sad indeed, i've told some of the students, they feel sad too :(

hopefully the school manage to get a replacement for me asap so that i can train him/her well..

i'm gonna miss my students... especially the cute lil ones... hehehe

nadiku berdenyut merdu

didn't have enough sleep yesterday, slept late the night before coz was doing some admin stuff in the wee hours at markaz with ishaq and zaki, after that we went to jb to pump petrol...

in the morning had asatizah meeting, mini IT revision with wan then help out with the books and cleaning up, getting ready for next week's classes! :-)

sent him a special message last nite... even though having a hangover (i was holding on to my hp - typing my message halfway when suddenly i fell asleep on the living room's chair while watching spiderman 3).. hehehe

i think i can feel it.. yes! it just come by itself... just as what many had said before... things will come when the time comes.. so there you go..

shhhhhhhhhhhhh

da 2010 eh?

seriously?? da masuk tahun baru?? 2010??

wah cepat sungguh masa berlalu... sepertimana aku selalu berkata, masuk tahun baru, tambah lagi satu usiaku.. ;) dari 24 ke 25 tahun ni.. hehehe.. da nak dekat masuk suku abad ni... cepat betul.. alhamdulillah, aku dikurniakan umur sepanjang ini, masih berdiri teguh tegap.. =)

tetapi aku masih mencari arah....

siratol mustaqim... tunjuki aku ke jalan yang lurus...