all praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah... upon seeing this letter being sent to my mail, it gave me double, triple happiness. All the hard work pays off at last, thanks to both my parents for their support since day one. Thanks to dearest brother, Ishaq for the dinner treat.


Can't wait for the unisim convo this coming october 2012...!! hmmm... lets think what shall i wear for the biggggg event... ;)))

cerpen - cinta pertama

Alhamdulillah... Inilah #throwback cetakan berita harian 09 jun 2012

Terima lah... cerpen bertajuk.. cinta pertama

Cinta itu indah... apatah lagi yang paling awalnya...

Alhamdulillah, selesai sudah

keputusan yang dinanti-nantikan telah pun muncul tiba.... alhamdulillah!!! syukur sangat.. now there's a reason for me to keep on smiling.. :))

gembira atau sedih?

Apabila kita mati suatu hari nanti, adakah kita akan bergembira sementara yang lain bersedih? Ataupun kita bersedih sementara yang lain bergembira?


Fikir-fikirkanlah....

the tears that i've been waiting for

I am feeling down at this very moment.. and the tears that I have been waiting for had just rolled. Thanks for the sadness, I really need these tears.. been holding on to it for too long...



P.S. on another note for my dearest brother, Ilyas.. please do recover soon, and hope to be discharge asap.

10 more days to..

my exam results!!! i'm excited & anxious... can't wait!!!

i am scared

journey of my life seems to be on a rock nowadays... i am not sure what has Allah planned for me... haiz.. it seems too hard for me to handle it right now.. whenever i am too stressed up, i will go for a walk, a long walk - i did a 5-km walk in the evening earlier.. i can't seem to be able to cope up, seeing people around me.. i feel like giving up in life.. but i know that is not the right thing to do. i failed in a lots of things, but i know the only failure is when i am unable to lift myself up after every failure. so far alhamdulillah, i am still able to lift up, but for how much longer can i hold on to this? masyaAllah... families and friends have never stop praying for me, i am very fortunate to still have them with me all the time even through these failures... haiz... too much sighing is not a good sign.


i've been doing too much thinking these few days, lots of things has happen, major decision has been made... of course i won't share it here... it is too personal, i am truly disappointed with what was said and decided, but life has to move on... a way of moving on is to leave everything behind. all sweet and bad memories will be kept no matter how far you feel like throwing it away, but stop being an egoist - it will still be part of you forever...


ps: but hey... seriously.. how can you love me forever even when you don't want to be with me?
pps: dengan redha, saya akan mengundurkan diri buat selama-lamanya....