went out with hid, rhy n huda yesterday after our IT workshop @ markaz. we went to ECP to chill out while watching the sunset, but too bad the weather was a lil cloudy, didn't manage to catch the sunset.. but nevertheless, had a lot of fun yesterday! =)
we talk, eat, laugh and laugh and laugh... hahaha. had chips, peanuts, mee goreng / maggi goreng and some drinks. rhy and huda break their fast from Shaum Sunnat Asyura @ the beach as well.. i had a really good heart to heart talk with the gals.. here is where all of us bond with each other. i just luv them. we think alike, our guides are parallel and our families knew each other, even though we does not have any blood relation, we are more like a family. they are my sisters! Allah leads us to cross the path with each other. And I love it, thanks Allah, syukur Alhamdulillah.. :-)
pics will be uploaded by hid/rhy.. insyaAllah soon.. wait for the updates on my facebook.. till then.. good day everyone! fiza signing off~
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
impromptu kl trip
here are some pictures for your viewing pleasure, for more pics on the trip, just click on my facebook's photo album......... adiozzzzzzz (",)
me & brother, Ishaq (in the car)
me & brother, Ishaq (in the car)
me & my cousin, midah @ ayer keroh a&w
berarak mendung kelabu
mendung berlalu tanpa diduga,
membelah angkasa lautan dunia,
adakah ini tanda semuanya,
sinarkan pulang ke pangkuannya?
ku redhai akan ketentuanMu,
walau terkadang jalanku buntu,
ku yakini akan khudratMu,
hanya Engkau yang maha satu.
lautan mana yang tidak bergelora, bumi yang mana tidak ditimpa hujan......... ceh ceh ceh jiwanglah pulak! hahaha.. fiza fiza.. maka bermulalah kemerepekan aku.. ilham untuk berkarya secara tiba2 menjelma, tetapi tidak banyak yang dapat diperah.. namun tidak mengapa, diharapkan dua rangkap ini dapat dijadikan pedoman dan pengubat rindu kepada sesiapa yang sudi membacanya.. hehehe
sehingga kita ketemu lagi di lain kesempatan...
da~~ =))
membelah angkasa lautan dunia,
adakah ini tanda semuanya,
sinarkan pulang ke pangkuannya?
ku redhai akan ketentuanMu,
walau terkadang jalanku buntu,
ku yakini akan khudratMu,
hanya Engkau yang maha satu.
lautan mana yang tidak bergelora, bumi yang mana tidak ditimpa hujan......... ceh ceh ceh jiwanglah pulak! hahaha.. fiza fiza.. maka bermulalah kemerepekan aku.. ilham untuk berkarya secara tiba2 menjelma, tetapi tidak banyak yang dapat diperah.. namun tidak mengapa, diharapkan dua rangkap ini dapat dijadikan pedoman dan pengubat rindu kepada sesiapa yang sudi membacanya.. hehehe
sehingga kita ketemu lagi di lain kesempatan...
da~~ =))
Saturday, December 19, 2009
a short weekend getaway
me and my family members will be away for a short weekend getaway!! yahoooo.. another chance to drive on a long journey.. i love it.. hehehe
we will be going for two wedding reception at johor bahru.. then will head to melaka or port dickson (or maybe kl hehe)... depends on the mood and flow.. will depart from home InsyaAllah at 9am later.. but i'm still online at this hour... hahaha! i can hear my mum screaming outside asking me and my brother to sleep..
goodbye everyone~ have a good and enjoyable weekend..
and to my dearest Mr. M, i miss you =D (padahal baru tadi jumpa.. hehehe)
we will be going for two wedding reception at johor bahru.. then will head to melaka or port dickson (or maybe kl hehe)... depends on the mood and flow.. will depart from home InsyaAllah at 9am later.. but i'm still online at this hour... hahaha! i can hear my mum screaming outside asking me and my brother to sleep..
goodbye everyone~ have a good and enjoyable weekend..
and to my dearest Mr. M, i miss you =D (padahal baru tadi jumpa.. hehehe)
updates~
it has been a week since i've last updated my blog, so here goes another long list ;)
i've done so much reflection nowadays... worried? yeah.. very! i'm still blurred with what's going on. i wouldn't want to move on without a proper route... i'm scared, yes i am! so please.... guide me thru..
for the pass few weeks, i feel like a part time counselor, had a gal-to-gal talk with two of my dear galfrens, gave them some advice hehehe... gonna share one of it here but i won't publish her real name.. coz i have to protect her privacy..
marie (not her real name), a close fren of mine, is still missing and loving him.. i can sense it from her face that she is still sad.. and disappointed. yup! her sisters even told me that she cried most of the time after her prayers.. i really hope things are gonna be better for her..
gal.. i understand the pain that u're going thru.. but nevertheless if it is fated that the two of you will be together, it will my dear. u have to be strong to face him and tell him the truth... remember? opportunity comes only once~
best of luck, galfren!
oh ya! i've just received my exams result, Alhamdulillah.. there's something to smile about :) but there's a lil thing that make me sad... but hey.. think on the bright side.. i'm happy with the results, and my GPA do increase this time round. Alhamdulillah, syukur atas kenikmatan yang diberiNya... =)
i've done so much reflection nowadays... worried? yeah.. very! i'm still blurred with what's going on. i wouldn't want to move on without a proper route... i'm scared, yes i am! so please.... guide me thru..
for the pass few weeks, i feel like a part time counselor, had a gal-to-gal talk with two of my dear galfrens, gave them some advice hehehe... gonna share one of it here but i won't publish her real name.. coz i have to protect her privacy..
marie (not her real name), a close fren of mine, is still missing and loving him.. i can sense it from her face that she is still sad.. and disappointed. yup! her sisters even told me that she cried most of the time after her prayers.. i really hope things are gonna be better for her..
gal.. i understand the pain that u're going thru.. but nevertheless if it is fated that the two of you will be together, it will my dear. u have to be strong to face him and tell him the truth... remember? opportunity comes only once~
best of luck, galfren!
oh ya! i've just received my exams result, Alhamdulillah.. there's something to smile about :) but there's a lil thing that make me sad... but hey.. think on the bright side.. i'm happy with the results, and my GPA do increase this time round. Alhamdulillah, syukur atas kenikmatan yang diberiNya... =)
coretan disember
Di dalam kehidupan kita ini, sesebuah peluang itu selalunya hanya datang sekali sahaja.
Kadangkala cinta berada di depan mata, tetapi tidak dapat kita melihatnya.
Kadangkala cinta harus dicari hingga ke hujung dunia.
Kadangkala cinta memang tidak pernah wujud, tetapi si pasangan hanya mengikut rentak serta arus.
Di manakah potret cinta kita?
Perlukah kita mensia-siakan peluang yang sedia ada?
Mengapakah masih ramai yang menafikan perasaan mereka?
Adakah perasaan egois masih lagi membelenggu?
Aku sendiri tidak mengerti.... dan masih jua ingin memahami..
Keliru? Ya! Sudah pasti..
Apa guna bersama jika hanya untuk bersenda,
Apa guna kata-kata jika hanya di bibir saja,
Apa guna berazam jika tiada cita-cita.
Aku masih tidak mengerti..!!
Tolong terangiku dengan pancaran cahaya yang benar..
Aku takut akan kegelapan ini~
Kadangkala cinta berada di depan mata, tetapi tidak dapat kita melihatnya.
Kadangkala cinta harus dicari hingga ke hujung dunia.
Kadangkala cinta memang tidak pernah wujud, tetapi si pasangan hanya mengikut rentak serta arus.
Di manakah potret cinta kita?
Perlukah kita mensia-siakan peluang yang sedia ada?
Mengapakah masih ramai yang menafikan perasaan mereka?
Adakah perasaan egois masih lagi membelenggu?
Aku sendiri tidak mengerti.... dan masih jua ingin memahami..
Keliru? Ya! Sudah pasti..
Apa guna bersama jika hanya untuk bersenda,
Apa guna kata-kata jika hanya di bibir saja,
Apa guna berazam jika tiada cita-cita.
Aku masih tidak mengerti..!!
Tolong terangiku dengan pancaran cahaya yang benar..
Aku takut akan kegelapan ini~
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
on leave
yeahh..!! i'm on leave for these 2 weeks, started off my leave (saturday) by hanging out at Marina Barrage with my dearest cousins.. he's unable to join us coz of some personal matter.. hehe its ok, i don't mind, dun need to feel guilty k.. i understand u.. we played the newly bought "Taboo Game", was very fun to the max!! love this game, started to love this game when i played with the persis gang on our trip at port dickson... and now i have this game on my own (shared the budget with fadBioL), anyone wanna Taboo????? =)
on sunday had a short asatizah meeting cum lunch retreat at fish & chicks (sembawang), had pasta... i luv pasta.. hahah the food there is very affordable, for a 7 pax lunch, it cost less than $100... and we had a heavy lunch i could say.. =)
on monday i went to persis again, suppose to help out with the qira'ah bengkel, but i'm too lazy to wake up in the morning so i texted fir saying that i cant make it in the morning hahahha.. went there in the noon, did some finance clean up.. next me, hidayah n huda went to the new library at northpoint... they were browsing for some malay novels... but me? i browsed comics! hehehe, then we went to our favorite place... your guess? the arcade!! haha.. played some games.. we had fun!! after that all of them headed home.. but i continue my journey to causeway point! met zaki (my cousin) for dinner at banquet... and i bought myself a new shoe! scholl brand, been eyeing on that shoe for quite some time... and walaaaa, we then headed home around 9pm, went home quite early coz we wanna watch the new episode of "Projek Cerpen".
on tuesday, i went out with nurul (another cousin of mine, paternal cousin) n her sister. we watched the 2012 movie. quite late i know.. haha.. but thats the only movie that all of us can watch at that moment, most of the movie are either nc16 or m18... the movie was ok, lots of action.. but the ending was quite boring, they say there are boarding on a space ship, but why aren't the ship going to the space and meet with the alien instead? hehehe... after that we had a late lunch, then both of them went off, i continue my journey around causeway point again! haha, and this time round... i bought myself a new dvd player!! yeeeehhhaaa!!
and now while typing, i'm having a movie marathon with my new dvd player... i love my new room!!! up next will get a new battery for my microphone, then i can karaoke at my own room with the blast speakers..... wooohoooo!! =)
enjoying my holidays......... more activities coming right up, bz bz bz... yeah!
missing him... hope he's doing well, take care my dear fren, don't be stress with your road tax k... cheers
on sunday had a short asatizah meeting cum lunch retreat at fish & chicks (sembawang), had pasta... i luv pasta.. hahah the food there is very affordable, for a 7 pax lunch, it cost less than $100... and we had a heavy lunch i could say.. =)
on monday i went to persis again, suppose to help out with the qira'ah bengkel, but i'm too lazy to wake up in the morning so i texted fir saying that i cant make it in the morning hahahha.. went there in the noon, did some finance clean up.. next me, hidayah n huda went to the new library at northpoint... they were browsing for some malay novels... but me? i browsed comics! hehehe, then we went to our favorite place... your guess? the arcade!! haha.. played some games.. we had fun!! after that all of them headed home.. but i continue my journey to causeway point! met zaki (my cousin) for dinner at banquet... and i bought myself a new shoe! scholl brand, been eyeing on that shoe for quite some time... and walaaaa, we then headed home around 9pm, went home quite early coz we wanna watch the new episode of "Projek Cerpen".
on tuesday, i went out with nurul (another cousin of mine, paternal cousin) n her sister. we watched the 2012 movie. quite late i know.. haha.. but thats the only movie that all of us can watch at that moment, most of the movie are either nc16 or m18... the movie was ok, lots of action.. but the ending was quite boring, they say there are boarding on a space ship, but why aren't the ship going to the space and meet with the alien instead? hehehe... after that we had a late lunch, then both of them went off, i continue my journey around causeway point again! haha, and this time round... i bought myself a new dvd player!! yeeeehhhaaa!!
and now while typing, i'm having a movie marathon with my new dvd player... i love my new room!!! up next will get a new battery for my microphone, then i can karaoke at my own room with the blast speakers..... wooohoooo!! =)
enjoying my holidays......... more activities coming right up, bz bz bz... yeah!
missing him... hope he's doing well, take care my dear fren, don't be stress with your road tax k... cheers
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
alasanmu - exists
Ikhlasnya hati
Sering kali di salah erti
Tulusnya budi
Tidak pernah engkau hargai
Berlalu pergi
Dengan kelukaan ini
Ku mengalah
Ku bersabar
Chorus:
Bertentang Mata
Seolah-olah tiada apa
Berpaling muka
Ada saja yang tidak kena
Mencari sebab serta
Alasan yang kukuh
Supaya tercapai hajatmu
Part A:
Manis di bibir
Memutar kata
Malah kau tuduh
Aku lah segala penyebabnya
Siapa terlena
Pastinya terpukau pujukmu rayumu suaramu
Yang menagih simpati dan harapan
Part B:
Engkau pastinya tersenyum
Dengan pengunduran diri ku
Tetapi pada ku pila
Suatu Ketenangan
Andainya kita terus bersama
Belum tentu
Kita bahagi selagi tidak kau
Ubah cara hidupmu
Ada rahmatnya
Bila tidak lagi bersama
Terasa jauh diriku ini
Dengan dosa
Ku tinggalkan mu
Walau tanpa kerelaan
Yang nyata kau tidak berubah
*Repeat Chorus, Part A, Part B
Katalah apa yang kau ingin
Selagi kau dapat berkata
Memang begitu sikapmu
Semenjak dahulu
Andainya kita terus bersama
Belum tentu kita bahagia
Selagi tidak kau ubah
Cara hidupmu
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lagu ini mempunyai sejarah dalam hidupku... teringat akan pengalaman lalu bersama si dia, sedih terkenang kenangan "bodoh" ni... namun dek kerana pengalaman pahit yang lalu, ia banyak mendewasakan kita... Alhamdulillah, I've managed to move on... insyaAllah, jika diberi kesempatan dan jika ianya telah ditakdirkan, tidak akan ku persia-siakan peluang yang diberi buat kali ini.
had a great time hang out with him last friday nite. went for late nite supper, i did not eat anything coz was too full at that point of time, i just accompany him for supper bcoz his family was away and no one cook for him... pity him, *so sweet of him to feed me his bee hoon* hehehe, then he drove around... frm east to west then back to east =) *jalan2, buang minyak hehe.. al-maklum minyak tgh penuh haha
more updates next time.. da~
Sunday, November 29, 2009
pasangan bahagia
fad&slmt da penat makan pat sakura international buffet, celebrate fad's 22nd birthday..
happy birthday ct fadbiol!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Hampa Hatiku by Ungu
Liriks:
Pernah kah kau merasa (2x)
Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku
Cukup sudah rasa ini untukmu
Mati sudah hati ini padamu
Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu
Chorus (2x)
Pernah kah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernah kah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong
Buang saja semua kata cintamu
Buang saja semua kata maafmu
Hancur sudah hati ini padamu
Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu
Back to Chorus (2x)
Rap:
pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
dikala siang datang terasa gelap gulita tiada cahaya
hanya gelap hitam dan kelam
tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa
pernahkah, pernah pernah pernah pernah pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
di saat diri terlelap
meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengaduh
kau tak terlelap dalam tidurmu
Maafkan aku sayangku
Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, mengkhianatimu
Ampuni aku sayangku
Jujurku katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu
Pernah kah kau merasa (2x)
Back to Chorus (2x)
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Salam AidilAdha
Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha kepada semua pembaca yang sudi menyinggah ke blog ini....Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Labbaik Allahumma Labbaik
Panggilan Kaabah - Ibda Binafsik
Singer: Hjh Nur Asiah Jamil
Panggilan haji
Telah tiba lagi
Menunaikan ibadah
Panggilan Baitullah
Tanah Suci Makkah
Ya Makkatul Mukarramah
Malam subuh dan senja
Pergi ke Kaabatullah
Sembahyang berjamaah
Tawaf saei dan umrah
Terdengar suara
LabbaikAllah hummalabbaik
Labbaika la syarikala kalabbaik
Innal hamda wan niqmata lak
laka walmulka la syarika lak
Tiba masanya kini
Wuquflah di Arafah
Terdengar sayup sampai
Tahmid tazkir dan tasbih
Putih bersih berseri
Abdi pada Ilahi
Terbayanglah di sini
Tempat berhimpun nanti
Dari padang Arafah
Lalu ke Muzdalifah
Bermalam di Mina
Melontar tiga jumrah
Syarat rukun haji sempurnalah sudah
Mogalah ibadah haji mabrurah
Masjidil Nabawi terletak Makam Rasul
Taman Raudhah tempat himpun doa
Padamu minta Wahai Junjungan
Selawat dan salam mohon syafa'at
Ya sofwatAllah
Panggilan haji
Telah tiba lagi
Menunaikan ibadah
Panggilan Baitullah
Tanah Suci Makkah
Ya Makkatul Mukarramah
PS: there's an error in reciting the word "LabbaikAllah" in this song
This song also shares the Talbiyah, which means the respond from the pilgrims (those who are performing the Hajj)
LabbaikAllah hummalabbaik
Labbaika la syarikala kalabbaik
Innal hamda wan niqmata lak
laka walmulka la syarika lak
"I respond to Your call my Lord I respond to You, there is no diety save You. All praise, grace and dominion belong to You. You have no partners."
There's lots more for me to learn regarding the Hajj matters, I hope that I will be able to perform my Hajj, insyaAllah. But 1 thing for sure, with the Eidul Adha around the corner, whenever I hear the hajj songs or see the Kaabah (videos or pics), I will drop some tears... *emotional breakdown*, i wonder if its only me, but to my surprise, others do have the same feeling too, i've shared this with my students before, they too have the same feeling. Magic.... yeah.. (kebesaran Allah swt)
It does remind us to repent, repent and repent.
Ya Allah, ampunilah hambamu yang kerdil ini..
Saturday, November 21, 2009
saturday nite
its a saturday nite..... and i'm at home!! imagine that.
not feeling too well tonite though, having a heaty throat & flu despite drinking lots of water, must be the weather. from morning the sun will shine so brightly with hot weather, then in the mid afternoon, the weather will change to heavy downpour.... heavy rain with thunderstorm, scary weather...
went to johor bahru earlier this morning, we shopped at the pasar tani, bought daun kelapa to make ketupat for Hari Raya Haji this coming friday! yeah! raya raya raya!!! hahaha
oh ya, he is away for a ride with his bikers friends to negeri sembilan this weekend.. will pray for his safety.. hopefully everything goes smoothly.. insyaAllah.. take care min, my dear friend =))
not feeling too well tonite though, having a heaty throat & flu despite drinking lots of water, must be the weather. from morning the sun will shine so brightly with hot weather, then in the mid afternoon, the weather will change to heavy downpour.... heavy rain with thunderstorm, scary weather...
went to johor bahru earlier this morning, we shopped at the pasar tani, bought daun kelapa to make ketupat for Hari Raya Haji this coming friday! yeah! raya raya raya!!! hahaha
oh ya, he is away for a ride with his bikers friends to negeri sembilan this weekend.. will pray for his safety.. hopefully everything goes smoothly.. insyaAllah.. take care min, my dear friend =))
Friday, November 20, 2009
exams are over, so whats next?
yahooooooooooo!!!!!!! my exams for the second semester are done and over with!!! was so happy =)))) now i can relax for about 2 months, free from assignments and studies..!! woooohooo!!! happiness!
oh ya, just would like to share what happen before the exam yesterday.. i left home at abt 2.30pm for my exam which commence at 4pm... was driving in the heavy rain... when suddenly heavy traffic jam occur upon entering into the PIE Tuas from BKE. i was stuck in the jam for about an hour, reach school at about 3.45pm... after hearing the news from Ria 89.7fm, got to know that there's a flood at Bukit Timah Road.. was so shock that the flood affect lots of people and causes the traffic to slow down. lucky manage to arrive on time, but didn't get to do my "last minute" revision, nevertheless i manage to answer lots of the questions for the exams, the ball strike!, those questions that i think might come out, really do came out.. luck is on my side. Alhamdulillah.. oh yes.. i saw kak wiyah in the exam hall! imagine a niece and her aunt, taking their exams on the same exam hall at the same time? hehehe.. funny but true, interesting huh? after the exam, i also saw one of the teachers in cvps, cikgu haslina... she's taking her exams too! omg.. what a small world!
after the exam, me and kak wiyah met up with fad & slmt, for an impromptu dinner at T1's popeye... yes!! after craving it for so long.. at last i get to eat it.. =))
school holidays are here too!! done with my yearly work review, everything was satisfied, no complaints so far, so happy with it...! been thinking of moving over, change to another environment, but still unsure of what to do... Ya Allah, please give me your guidance...
hmmm.... eid ul adha is coming soon... in 7 days time.. feels excited bout it too!!
oh ya, just would like to share what happen before the exam yesterday.. i left home at abt 2.30pm for my exam which commence at 4pm... was driving in the heavy rain... when suddenly heavy traffic jam occur upon entering into the PIE Tuas from BKE. i was stuck in the jam for about an hour, reach school at about 3.45pm... after hearing the news from Ria 89.7fm, got to know that there's a flood at Bukit Timah Road.. was so shock that the flood affect lots of people and causes the traffic to slow down. lucky manage to arrive on time, but didn't get to do my "last minute" revision, nevertheless i manage to answer lots of the questions for the exams, the ball strike!, those questions that i think might come out, really do came out.. luck is on my side. Alhamdulillah.. oh yes.. i saw kak wiyah in the exam hall! imagine a niece and her aunt, taking their exams on the same exam hall at the same time? hehehe.. funny but true, interesting huh? after the exam, i also saw one of the teachers in cvps, cikgu haslina... she's taking her exams too! omg.. what a small world!
after the exam, me and kak wiyah met up with fad & slmt, for an impromptu dinner at T1's popeye... yes!! after craving it for so long.. at last i get to eat it.. =))
school holidays are here too!! done with my yearly work review, everything was satisfied, no complaints so far, so happy with it...! been thinking of moving over, change to another environment, but still unsure of what to do... Ya Allah, please give me your guidance...
hmmm.... eid ul adha is coming soon... in 7 days time.. feels excited bout it too!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Dambaan
one of my favorite songs from Didicazli, here goes the song & lyrics:
ps: heard from Didi's facebook, there's gonna be 2010 version for this song... hmm.. looking forward to it.... all the best bro, on ur journey to expand ur market in Indonesia! =)
Dambaan - Didicazli
Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati
Andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi
Renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa
Bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu ini
Gurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersama
Semakin berputik perasaan ini
Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri
Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta
Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar
Kasih tak kesampaian
Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta
Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri
Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya
Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya ...
dedicate this song to....... him
ps: heard from Didi's facebook, there's gonna be 2010 version for this song... hmm.. looking forward to it.... all the best bro, on ur journey to expand ur market in Indonesia! =)
Dambaan - Didicazli
Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati
Andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi
Renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa
Bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu ini
Gurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersama
Semakin berputik perasaan ini
Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri
Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta
Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar
Kasih tak kesampaian
Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta
Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri
Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya
Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya ...
dedicate this song to....... him
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
selamat pagi semua!
guess what?? at this point of time... i'm already in the office!!! hahahah
pagi kan? i reach my work place before 7am... fuuuhhh, bole masuk dalam buku sejarah ni.. sekali-sekala kita kena ubah "routine" hidup kita, terutama sekali "routine" kerja... agar kita tidak mudah merasa bosan dengan "routine" harian kita...
saya ni kalau kasi orang motivasi memang pandai, tapi kalau utk diri sendiri.. haiz punyalah susah... al-maklum sifat degil dan kepala batu masih berleluasa dalam diri ini... siapa yang boleh ubah?? kita sendiri!! orang lain takkan bisa mengubah kita kecuali diri kita sendiri... ingatlah wahai insan sekalian......!!!
bak lirik lagu "kepadanya" oleh Taufik Batisah & Hady Mirza:
Wahai manusia, sedarlah dirimu,
hidup di dunia hanya sementara,
arahkan diri padaNya.....
pagi kan? i reach my work place before 7am... fuuuhhh, bole masuk dalam buku sejarah ni.. sekali-sekala kita kena ubah "routine" hidup kita, terutama sekali "routine" kerja... agar kita tidak mudah merasa bosan dengan "routine" harian kita...
saya ni kalau kasi orang motivasi memang pandai, tapi kalau utk diri sendiri.. haiz punyalah susah... al-maklum sifat degil dan kepala batu masih berleluasa dalam diri ini... siapa yang boleh ubah?? kita sendiri!! orang lain takkan bisa mengubah kita kecuali diri kita sendiri... ingatlah wahai insan sekalian......!!!
bak lirik lagu "kepadanya" oleh Taufik Batisah & Hady Mirza:
Wahai manusia, sedarlah dirimu,
hidup di dunia hanya sementara,
arahkan diri padaNya.....
Sunday, November 15, 2009
my free weekend
my free weekend is here........ yahooo!!
i'm now free and available on the weekends till end of the year =)
more "lepak-ing" session i guess... heheh
just had one earlier.. with fad&slmt... he refuse to follow this time round..
went to serangoon to have tosai for dinner... yum yum.. enjoy the cheap and delicious food!
then head to geylang to watch kuda kepang... after that we went to mcdonalds for desert and a mini study session... went back home quite early tonite..
had a quick chat with him earlier... someone being missed huh? hehehe ;-)
i'm now free and available on the weekends till end of the year =)
more "lepak-ing" session i guess... heheh
just had one earlier.. with fad&slmt... he refuse to follow this time round..
went to serangoon to have tosai for dinner... yum yum.. enjoy the cheap and delicious food!
then head to geylang to watch kuda kepang... after that we went to mcdonalds for desert and a mini study session... went back home quite early tonite..
had a quick chat with him earlier... someone being missed huh? hehehe ;-)
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
exams
my 2nd semester's exams will commence in 2 days time........
am i ready??? obviously NO!!!!!!!!!
arghh... *mak tolong mak*
work, study + too few leave entitlement does not help at all... i need more time, can we slow down the time?? please please please..... i don't want friday to come yet.... :(
am i ready??? obviously NO!!!!!!!!!
arghh... *mak tolong mak*
work, study + too few leave entitlement does not help at all... i need more time, can we slow down the time?? please please please..... i don't want friday to come yet.... :(
on the way to the airport
Welcome back!!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
PERSIS majlis haflah 2009
2 days back-to-back, we had our majlis haflah (or also known as prize giving ceremony), 1 for saturday's session, another one just end at noon earlier. Lots of work was done on these two days, been very busy... reached home at about 11pm last night. few activities was done, amongst order include the nasyid. the students performed the nasyid out of their own creativity. although they are shy to perform, after much push by us, they came out with quite a wonderful piece. *impressed*
will missed my m1 & m5 students....it has been a year being with them, talked and bonded with them a lot... next year insyaAllah i'll be taking the m4....quite a big number of students to handle... =)
my brother, ishaq, gonna be back from brisbane soon! as per his fb status, he'll be back in 3 days 2 nite......!! missed his "kecohness" in the house! hehehe..
had a makeover for my room this week.. *phew* lots of $$ spent ;P but happy with the end result.. hopefully it will be able to facilitate my working / schooling / teaching life =) only left with 1 more stuff to get, but will get it on my next pay month instead... this month out of budget liao hahhaa
sings inikah cinta....? ***** dotdotdot
will missed my m1 & m5 students....it has been a year being with them, talked and bonded with them a lot... next year insyaAllah i'll be taking the m4....quite a big number of students to handle... =)
my brother, ishaq, gonna be back from brisbane soon! as per his fb status, he'll be back in 3 days 2 nite......!! missed his "kecohness" in the house! hehehe..
had a makeover for my room this week.. *phew* lots of $$ spent ;P but happy with the end result.. hopefully it will be able to facilitate my working / schooling / teaching life =) only left with 1 more stuff to get, but will get it on my next pay month instead... this month out of budget liao hahhaa
sings inikah cinta....? ***** dotdotdot
Friday, November 6, 2009
hari ini hari jumaat!!
yea yea, sekejap betul dah masuk hari jumaat kan?? dengan pantasnya masa berlalu, begitu juga dengan usiaku.. ehem ehem.. hahaha!
so apa plan utk malam nanti ya? mesti ramai yang da start planning apa nak dibuat sewaktu hujung minggu ni kan? ramai pelajar2 (except for those taking O & A levels) pasti sudah habis peperiksaan untuk tahun ni!! best kan!! so happy for all of you.. balak korang da lepas.. balak aku... coming within these 2 weeks!
13 nov: acc201 - financial accounting exam
19 nov: bus107 - quantitative methods exam
exam semakin dekat... tapi masih hooray2 lagi....
slack, slack, slack..!!
bug up fiza!!! haiz....
tonite gonna hangout (still going out at night despite having exams next week? whahahha) with the usual clan... fad, slmt & mr. "mat remp-it ada pelajaran" hahhaa... plan to go for a dinner then maybe off to k-ing.. depends on the mood later..
adioz everyone............. and have a good weekend!!!! ;-)
so apa plan utk malam nanti ya? mesti ramai yang da start planning apa nak dibuat sewaktu hujung minggu ni kan? ramai pelajar2 (except for those taking O & A levels) pasti sudah habis peperiksaan untuk tahun ni!! best kan!! so happy for all of you.. balak korang da lepas.. balak aku... coming within these 2 weeks!
13 nov: acc201 - financial accounting exam
19 nov: bus107 - quantitative methods exam
exam semakin dekat... tapi masih hooray2 lagi....
slack, slack, slack..!!
bug up fiza!!! haiz....
tonite gonna hangout (still going out at night despite having exams next week? whahahha) with the usual clan... fad, slmt & mr. "mat remp-it ada pelajaran" hahhaa... plan to go for a dinner then maybe off to k-ing.. depends on the mood later..
adioz everyone............. and have a good weekend!!!! ;-)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
hujan
hujan......!!
dengan hujan lebat2 gini... mcmane nk kluar makan....???
laparlah..... baru ingat nk kluar makan nari, haiz.. rosak plan heheh
dengan hujan lebat2 gini... mcmane nk kluar makan....???
laparlah..... baru ingat nk kluar makan nari, haiz.. rosak plan heheh
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
coretan pertama
setelah sekian lama, kini aku kembali aktif... entah mengapa rindu terputik semula. aku rindu untuk berkarya, rindu untuk menulis... dek kerana itu aku kembali semula ke arena blogging...... nantikan untuk episod seterusnya......... =)
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