Penawar di penghujung jalan

Kadangkala kita akan terasa hidup ini bosan, seperti tiada penghujung. Ibarat angsa kelabu di atas hanya memerhati teman-teman yang lain merentasi tasik ini.. Adakah kita juga, hanya ingin memerhati atau sebaliknya merentasi bersama? Keputusan di tangan kita, namun Allah yang menentukan, wallahu'alam. 

Nilai kehidupan

Jika bicara tentang penilaian.. mungkin kita selalu disalah-ertikan.. Jika orang memandang kita seperti tidak mampu mempunyai kemewahan sebagaimana mereka, semoga Allah memberi petunjuk kepadamu..

P.S. jika seseorang menilai kita seperti kita mengharapkan rezeki itu datang dari mereka (manusia), maaf.. mungkin kamu silap. Hidup kamu mungkin masih jauh lagi, jika kita berada di atas, selalulah melihat ke bawah, bukan apa, takut-takut jika terjatuh, tersungkur teruk nanti.. wallahu'alam..

H.H., 2019

Rindu musim sejuk

Jika dihitung kenangan, banyak yang pahit manis. Yang pahit cuba dibuang, yang manis selalu dikenang. Sambil melihat semula gambar-gambar lama, terjumpa gambar sewaktu di Eropah tahun lepas. Gambar di bawah dipetik di Tower Bridge di London, UK. Rindu pula, terasa macam ingin sekali terbang ke sana lagi... insyaAllah ya.. kumpul apa yang perlu dahulu.. 😅😅

It was just four weeks ago

It was just four weeks ago. I received a call from Zaki informing me about the mishap. 

It seems easy for others, but I'm not sure why, deep inside me, I'm still thinking about you. I can't bear to look at my mum when she is sad. I can't bear to see my dearest cousins sad too. I really hope that we are able to go through this together, InsyaAllah one day. The minimum I could do is to keep praying for your families and of course supporting them in any way I can - to my dearest cousins, whom I regard like my own sisters and brothers. I regard her as my mother-figure, she's the only one whom will address me as "Za or Ja". I will always keep our memories together. We miss you so much. 😭

Alhamdulillah, they have been doing well so far. Thank you Ilah, for keeping me updated and posted of their well beings. 💚💚

On a side note, this picture taken last week, a balcony view from our apartment in KL, went for a short trip with my beloved family. 

Memories are meant to be kept, if one day I were to leave this world, I hope this blog will stay for people to read it. 

I just wished it was just a bad dream

Ya Allah, ya rabb..

I just wished that it was just a bad dream. You are just like another mother to me. No wonder there were so many bad dreams I had for the past few days..
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Penilaian tidak tepat

Dalam kehidupan ini, mengapa apa yang kita pamirkan menjadi penilaian untuk kita? Adakah seseorang itu tidak berhak memarahi, seharusnya bersikap membiarkan sahaja? Sepertimana dalam lirik lagu Ayat-Ayat Cinta dari Rossa, "Aku bukan Nabi, yang tidak berdosa."

Aku sangat benci jika ada yang menilai aku sebegitu rupa, maaf. Sememangnya hati ini sangat terluka, lantas dilihat sepertinya aku pula yang bersalah. Dunia, dunia. Pedih bukan permainan kehidupan? Hai...

And another coffee for fiza

Bismillah....

Before the day ends, lets toast to another coffee, my favourite caramel machiatto from Starbucks..

And it's our last night here, till we meet again, insyaAllah...

The weak will hate you

Sometimes in life, there'll be a point when you will say, this is it... I felt really terrible.. haiz, why do this happen again?

Just remember, when we do good and better than others, there will be people out there whom will be jealous and prefers you to fall instead. Subhanallah.. Oh Allah, please forgive me.

Kopi itu pahit

Kopi itu pahit.

Nasihat juga pahit.

#repost

Drama - Tak ada cinta sepertimu

Secara jujur, inilah di antara drama yang aku khusyuk mengikuti semenjak ia ditayangkan di TV Suria beberapa bulan lalu. Entah mengapa, babak-babak dalam drama ini banyak menyentuh hatiku. Sudah sekian lama aku tidak merasakan detik-detik sedemikian. Sekeras-keras hati ini, masih juga rapuh tatkala tersentuh. 😌😌

Tahniah kepada Datuk Rosyam Nor atas penerbitan drama yang baik ini, tidak pernah mengecewakan...