ku merindu

entah mengapa rindu berputik semula..

siapakah yang aku rindu? hehehe
ramai sebenarnya...

aku rindu arwah mak long,
aku rindu arwah tok nab,
aku rindu arwah atok adam,
aite.. apsal lah teringat mereka2 yang da pergi ni..
acap kali kita akan teringatkan pada mereka..

tetapi, bukan itu sahaja, aku pun rindu yg lain2 jugak,
aku rindu cousin2 yg da lama tk jumpa,
aku rindu teman2 persis,
aku rindu students pat persis
aku rindu colleagues pat cvps,
aku rindu students pat cvps...
banyaknye dalam list... heheheh

dan akhir sekali..
aku pun rindu.....*dotdotdot*

rindu itu suatu sifat semulajadi,
semua manusia akan merasakannya..
betul tak?

dan bila tiada siapa yang mengerti

dan baginya ia sekadar jalanan tetapi bagiku ia adalah segala-galanya~

 

fikir-fikirkanlah wahai teman....

i'm gonna miss you

just had a long phone call from him.... and i feel sad now.. sad coz i'm leaving.. =(


haiz...


gonna miss you..!!!


and to all my friends & mates,

please take good care of yourself..

please pray for my safety..

if there's anything happen to me out there..

*kenang daku dalam do'amu*


i love you guys...!! gonna miss everyone!!

butakah cinta?

i'm emotionally unstable~

and this song came into my mind... :'(


Berapa lamakah lagi
Terpaksa aku menanti
Sehingga teguhnya pendirian di hati

Bukan hanya kepentingan
Malahan keegoan telah ku korbankan
Berlimpahan kasih sayang... aku curahkan
Buat mu seorang...

Kiranya semua itu
Tak memadai bagi mu
Apa sebenarnya yang kau mahu
Ku tak tahu...

Kau hilang bila ku tiba
Kau datang bila ku kecewa...
Terasa diri...dipersenda...
Di mana berakhirnya nanti
Permainan sendiwara mu ini...
Sesungguhnya aku... tak mengerti...

Jika benar cinta itu buta...
Butakah mata ku...
Berkali terluka masih jua... ku menunggu...
Apa yang ku inginkan...
Cuma kejujuran dalam perhubungan...

Jika itu tiada...
Apalah ertinya...
Penantian ini hanya sia-sia...

long weeeekkkkkkeeeeeennnnnddddd

went for a picnic cum overnite cum bbq with my beloved family, mak busu's family, kak saniah's family along with kak yati... we pitched about 6 tents but end up 3 of the tents left unoccupied, because we slept outside instead.. the weather is so cooling. it leads the four of us; me, fad, slmt and zaki to sleep out of our own tent.. hahaha! had fun with lots of laughter... we even played taboo, our favorite game! enjoyed the moments with lots and lots of food! the sun that strikes in the morning and noon gave us the sun burn heheh.. i had some on my face, neck and hands.. can see the different tones of color on my skin!


my long weekend will be ending soon... =( sad, sad, sad........can i have it againnnn??? pleaseeeeee


hahaha been busy with work for the past few weeks, i know i have not been blogging last week.. tired with work and the journey to and fro.. it takes about 1.5-2hr journey from work to home... arghhhhhhhh.. hopefully i manage to endure this.. the journey from work to school is also tiring.. haiz.. i'm not complaining.. but...its just... ah...


oh well~ there's something that i'm looking forward to this coming weekend (although its a short one)..........
firstly our so-called personal-business trip to jakarta. (coolMusLimah)
next will be the Ria Birthday Bash!! i won a tix for it!!


i'm so excitedddddddddddddd~~~~~~~ weeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =)))


till we meet again people....... da~

a pink rose affair

guess what??

its a pink rose!! yeah..!

i'm so surprised with the special gift.. didn't expect it.. really, i think i blushed too much till he noticed it.. hehehe *malu, malu*

THANKS to the special someone!!

spent the day/night well with him, after for a few moments we didn't get to meet up due to other commitments..

met him straight after my class, settled some travel insurance with his company, had lunch, then pick up fad n zaki. we went to angsana to buy some books @ Badan, a good place i should say.. highly recommended! then we went to pasar pandan. and then head home.. tiring journey.. n yah i skipped my madrasah class just now, had hid to relief them.. clashed schedule wif my school @ uniSIM..

gonna sleep soon.. and there's a reason for me to smile all the way tonite! hahaha.. thank you everyone! love ya~

assalamualaikum..

diriku hanya insan biasa

quoted from Dato Siti Nurhaliza's song - Bukan Cinta Biasa:



"Diriku hanya insan biasa,
miliki naluri yang sama,
tak ingin berpaling,
tak ingin berganti.

Jiwaku sering saja berkata.

Andai mampuku ulang semula,
ku pasti tiada yang curiga,
kasihkan hadir tiada terduga,
hanya yakin menunggu jawapan......"


current mood: speechless, routeless..... *help, help, help~~*

in class

i'm currently in my 2nd night class for the week. tired.. haiz, i even
fall asleep earlier! hahaha.. having IT mgt module at the moment, the
module is quite dry, but have to survive coz there'll be exam at the
end of the semester.. the lecturer is quite energetic, he try his best
to keep himself and the class alive..

*ngantuk, ngantuk!*