Its hard to say goodbye

Well, I may be able to laugh.
I may be able to smile.
I may be able to look happy.
But deep deep inside me, only Allah knows the best. I'm still crying - but they said crying makes you closer to Allah. Hopefully.

I say - You say conversation.

I say,
I'm still trying to hate you.
You say,
Don't hate, just let it go.
I say,
I still miss you.
You say,
Thanks but please don't.
I say,
You still weigh so heavy on my mind.
You say,
Refer to what I've said earlier - don't hate, you will stop thinking about it.
I say,
How did you guys make it so easy?
You say,
Gender genes.