Keheningan bayu

Khas buat temanku yang teristimewa,

Keheningan bayu di malam hari,
Menimbulkan rasa rindu di hati,
Inginku kecapi tapi tangan digari,
Sudikah dikau memecahkan heningan sepi...

Coretan rindu menjelma sekali lagi,
Tatapi wajahmu pelepasan rindu ini,
Selamat beristirehat si pengubat sepi,
Semoga kau bermimpi indah saat tidurmu nanti...

- Hafiza H., 25 Julai 2010, 3.00 pagi

never hang your dirty laundry outside of the house

have you heard of this quote before?


well, maybe..

it simply means, don't ever share your intimate problems to the whole world!
haha..!! wonder if i get the meaning right..

i know at times i do blog my sadness / problems on this blog.. but i do limit myself, i wouldn't blog on my dark secret (maybe just the highlights, not the detailed version) well.. did i mention secret? yeah, secret = can't be shared.


some problem arise on last friday night that really broke me down, it has been a while since i got a sudden knock like that - i was.. very, very sad. i did cry - alone, yes it feel stupid, but it helps to heal the hurt. i drove down to seletar dam and sat down for a moment. only Allah knows how I felt that moment, as if a sword that has just poke through my heart..


but.. i survived, Alhamdulillah


on saturday noon - everything went back to normal..
as a human being, we do make mistake..
i accepted the apology and i am sorry for being egoist too.



as always... it serve as a gentle reminder for myself.. thanks Allah for the wake up call..

Purnama Merindu - Siti Nurhaliza

Bermaknakah tiap baris kata-kata
Ataukah hanya dibibir saja
Bersungguhkah rindu yang engkau pamerkan
Ataukah sekadar hanya lakonan


Rindu... telah melekat dalam hatiku
Walau awan berlalu
Rinduku... tak berubah... arah


Purnama mengambang... cuma berteman
Bintang berkelipan dan juga awan
Siapa tahu...
Rindu yang mencengkam di hatiku


Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merayu padamu yang sudi... merindu ku


Purnama mengambang berbagai warna
Bila embun pun datang bintang purnama
Tinggallah aku sendirian bertemankan malam sepi


Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merindu padamu yang sudi memujuk


Hiaskanlah cinta di jari manisku
Sinarkan bagai gemerlap kencana
Tandakanlah kasih dimercu kalbu
Serikanlah purnama yang merindu..

sajak - kenangan

"i love you" bisa menjadi kata-kata terakhir dariku buat dirimu...


jika esok tiada lagi buatku, aku berasa puas kerna punya peluang melayari bahtera bersamamu...


walau seketika, walau sekejap mana, akanku simpan segala kenangan indah yang pernah aku lalui disampingmu...


selamat malam duhai temanku...



- hafiza, 11 Julai 2010, 10.40malam

a big thank you

I would like to sincerely thank my dear readers for dropping by. Even though I don't know who are the ones who read my posts, i'm thankful that there are people reading it. Thank you so much. Jazakallah khair, may Allah bless you with the biggest reward.




PS: to my dearest mr m, don't be sad k? la tahzan.. next time don't be too careless, be extra careful especially when you are out of the country.. remember everyone may have the same color hair, but not everyone have the same heart. Hopefully he manage to find his stuff tonite, i will be able to help anything that is within my capability.. may Allah smoothen through your journey.

never lose faith in Him

In life, there is only 1 person that you should never lose faith in... Allah SWT - our creator..
SubhanAllah...

He knows what is best for us, He who plans everything for us the moment we arrive in this world.. although lots of people will always forget him but He will accept anybody that is willing to repent...
MasyaAllah..

اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ
Show us the straight path... Al-Quran [1:6], Surah Al-Fatihah

andai kata ada harapan untukku...

Jamal Abdillah

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Sesungguhnya...
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